My life just.. changed.

I was never trying to improve.

I was never trying to ‘look within’ when issues happened.. it was ALWAYS someone else.

It felt like life kept happening, and happening… and happening, and I was basically someones shirt caught in the bottom of a car door being dragged along picking up dirt and rips along the way.

I thought I was a victim of each and every circumstance.

Then? BOOM. Life just.. stopped.

March 13, 2018

I think a LOT about what would have happened if this day.. didn’t.

I had no career to fall back on. No more travelling to a different city daily. No seeing people every day. No doing ANYTHING aside from getting to know myself.

But, it wasn’t even that.

It was that I was alone.

I didn’t have people dropping off meals.

I didn’t have people swinging by to check in.

I didn’t have phone calls asking how I was holding up.

I had me, and social media.

Enneagram literally fell into my lap while I was at my lowest. And at first.. I used it wrong.

I used it as a way to validate how I WAS the victim.

How I was SURROUNDED by assholes..

It took a good 2 years for me to even turn my attention to myself.

Before I started asking myself the question I was repressing (my Enneagram 2 defense mechanism)..

The question that was wounding my pride (my Enneagram 2 vice)..

“do my patterns have something to do with how my life feels now?”

All of this to say, if you’re asking yourself that same question?

You’ve got me right here with you.

That question took my life from something I wouldn’t watch on tv, to something I feel like I’m writing myself.. just for me.

My journey lead me to not only be able to notice my own patterns before they spin out of control, but also coach people all over the world to do the same.

Know this:

You’re in the BEST possible position. Right here. Right Now.

You don’t need to change who you are, you probably need to support yourself as you learn to show up how you REALLY want.

And? You can. I believe in you.

I’m here when you’re ready 🩷